Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•3:03 PM

Hold It With An Open Hand

Nothing is truly yours to keep
Hold it with an open hand
Then if God requires it from you
You will be able to stand

Nothing is truly in your possession
Hold it with an open hand
Then if God chooses to redefine you
You will be able to stand

Only One should we hold and keep
Holding Him with a closed hand
Just One should we never let go of
This One will help us to stand

Only One has us in His possession
Holding us with a closed hand
This One is Jesus our Lord and Savior
He makes us able to stand

- Briana Simmons

Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•11:44 AM
So my newest hobby is reading books for Librivox.org...it is SO fun! (Mitchell girls! Remember when I would read out loud to you guys while you sewed? I loved it!). Anyways, if you click on the title you can find out about librivox...but here is a clip from a dramatic reading took part in for the Wizard of Oz. It is where different people read different parts (like a play only the WofO is not a play, so there is a narrator who reads the rest). Anyway, the book isn't done yet but you can here on this clip me playing the part of "Several Mice" It is SO funny. I was laughing so hard I was crying. Basically I recorded the same line 3 times with 3 different "mouse" voices. Enjoy!

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Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•12:05 AM
Many of you may know that I absolutely love Jane Austen. I consider myself somewhat of a purist when it comes to Austen stuff as I like her books, I like some of the movies, but so far cannot get into any additional novels or modern day rewrites etc.

So, when I began to hear about Lost in Austen (on the JA Podnovel at http://japodnovel.mevio.com/) I was curious, even though it is a strange twist on the typical Pride and Prejudice. I watched the entire four episodes yesterday.

On a positive note it was a clever idea and done fairly well. I enjoyed the story and was in suspense at how they were going to make everything end nicely. It was somewhat funny too, which I did not expect too much. The acting was pretty good. I am biased towards my favorite depiction of certain characters but it really was nice to see a fresh perspective. Plus there were a few spins (like Wickham turns out to maybe be good?) that was kind of a fun twist.

I had to really get my head out of the typical Pride and Prejudice and think of this story as a totally new story. And once the purist in me was gone I did enjoy it.

However, there were some flaws to the story line. The most annoying to myself was the main character Amanda Price. She claimed at the beginning of the first episode that she had pretty nearly memorized the entire book. Her actions throughout the rest of the four episodes said otherwise. First of all, she should have remembered that Darcy tries to separate Jane and Bingley to begin with so why would she tell him that they had to get married. Secondly, she is so offended by Darcy's rudeness and yet she should have remembered that he starts off unlikeable. Thirdly, why was she trying to change the story? Lizzy is, after all, more of an observer in most of the happenings, when she does speak she is usually commenting on what she is seeing. Amanda could have just filled that same role by saying the same things Lizzy would have or did say. Finally she is so frustrated with the "repressed feelings" and the fact that nobody says what they mean when wouldn't a true Austen fan who had been reading it since she was 12 not only understand the double meanings in the language of the day but also have gotten some of the culture into her mind?

The next thing that really bothered me was Mr. Darcy. I do not feel this series was true to his character. Though, I can try to understand more here than with the above objections I showed. I believe they were trying to show a more human Darcy, but I felt that some of his actions were not noble and the true Mr. Darcy was much more noble. Part of his charm for women throughout time has been his honor and noble type character and this Darcy loses quite a bit of that in the way he is depicted in his friendship with Bingley and his relationship to his sister. He is shown more as a manipulator and someone that cannot be reasoned with. Bingley, who is shown much more sniveling and wimpy in this version, is swayed by Darcy's advice alone where in the book it takes Darcy and Bingley's sisters to do the job. Darcy is determined to separate the two where in the book Darcy is simply offering advice which Bingley listens to out of respect and the belief that it is true. Georgianna fears telling her brother the truth and Wickham even says if he knew the truth she would be turned out of the house.

Overall it was entertaining and definitely keeps you in suspense of what will happen next. However, there were a few points that I feel could have been changed to be more true to the original characters. I understand the twists that were there for the sake of the story, but to change how the characters respond to situations...well...then you might as well just give them a different name for they could apply to anyone.

I am not in college anymore and this is not for a grade, so this is just a simple review out of the memories that I have from watching about 3 hours worth of videos yesterday...so forgive me if I do not back up my arguments or if my case is presented poorly.
Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•10:26 PM
I was watching a DVD teaching today from the CC Pastors' Wives' Retreat and the final teaching of the retreat was amazing. I was crying throughout. At the very end though she started talking about Kathy Laurie. Many of you know that Greg and Kathy Laurie's son was killed in a car accident several months ago. Well, this teacher (sorry, I don't know who it was), is a close friend of the family and was there for some of their most painful moments. The things she saw in her friend Kathy was first great grief and second the Holy Spirit and Scripture just pouring out of her as she ministered to her daughter in law and her husband. The teacher explained that she was blown away by the things that Kathy was saying at such a time and God spoke and told her, "All that time that she has spent in My presence and in My Word is coming out of her now at her greatest tragedy."

It makes so much sense. When an olive is pressed the oil comes out. It really got me thinking though, what will squeeze out of me at times like that? What squeezes out of me in the small trials? I need to be using my time wisely and spending it soaking up Him and His Word so that when trials come, little or big, insignificant or life-changing, I will pour out the oil of His Spirit.
Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•9:46 PM
Many people are lactose intolerant I have decided to become lactase intolerant. Lactase is the enzyme which my body lacks and causes me to be lactose and soy intolerant. So I take an enzyme supplement to help with the foods that I cannot monitor (I try to avoid soy and milk for the most part).

Today I spent a good hour reading label after label in the store trying to find the enzyme with the most lactase in it. Here is what I found:

Some companies measure lactase with something called ALU, some with LacU, some with mg and some with FCC...oh wait...one more uses U/G.

I finally went to the counter with four different bottles and explained my dilemma, I got this:

"Really? That is weird...I don't know. Maybe I can look it up online."
"Yes please, I am trying to figure out which one has the most lactase in it and have no way of comparing."
Type type type...asks me dumb questions so I have to explain all over again what I am trying to do. Type type type.
"It says here that there is no conversion possible between mg and FCC"
Ok, dummy, that doesn't help me, find something that does convert! So I say,
"Well what about ALU and LacU"
Type type type
"One ALU is equal to one LacU"
"Ok thank you"

I actually had a million more questions, like WHY DO THEY USE SO MANY MEASUREMENTS!!! and what about ALU to mg, or FCC, and so on, but I was tired of talking to that guy and had a headache from reading so many frustrating labels. In the end I got a months worth of something for $30. THIRTY dollars for one month! YIKES!!! Lord help me find something better.
Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•11:14 AM
As I was assessing this year and looking inward, I thought this fitting to share with you. The purpose is to see some of the great minds of our time and see who we most likely would consider a role model. Try it it was extremely profound to me.

God Bless

Briana Simmons




Try it without looking at the answers first.


1) Pick your favorite number between 1 and 9.



2) Multiply by 3.



3) Add 3.



4) Multiply by 3 again. I'll wait while you get the calculator. You will get a 2-digit number.



5) Add the two digit number together.



Now with that number see who your ROLE MODEL is from the list below:

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1. Albert Einstein



2. Abraham Lincoln



3. John McCain



4. Nelson Mandela



5. Elvis Presley



6. Mahatma Gandhi



7. Brad Pitt



8. Bill Gates



9. Briana Simmons



10. George Washington





I know… I just have that effect on people. One day you too may be like me. Believe it!



PS. Stop picking different numbers. I AM YOUR IDOL, JUST DEAL WITH IT!
Author: Briana "Symmie" Simmons
•12:14 AM

I got an iPod for Christmas and this has opened up a whole world of podcasts. I love them. I found Anne of Green Gables there on the podcast and have been fully enjoying laughing out loud at Anne's antics. The movie is fabulous but the book...oh the book is so romantical. No one can truly ever be in the depths of despair if there are others tragical stories to listen to. Anne really does have a tragical story. Her life, up to the point of the beginning of the book, was a graveyard of buried hopes.

If any of this is making sense to you or stirring in your soul, then you must be a kindred spirit. If not, then you surely have no scope for the imagination and are truly missing out.